Lonely I am so lonely...

The big "What If?"

What if...
...I can't finish all of my work?
...I can't graduate?
...I can't find a job?

All of a sudden, I feel that I will be having problem graduating from my course. Down with about 1 month and 2 weeks, and there are left with plenty of things to be done. Things that I really having trouble to finish. Who can help me do my work? What should I do if I can't graduate. I have been looking at the photos I took, and I starts to think that I will have trouble becoming a photographer. But did I in the first place want to be a photographer?

STUCK!

Really wanted to start working, but I am facing so much trouble. 1st is essay. Got no clue how to do it. 2nd, 3D. I think it's very difficult to get the shape I want, been testing around to see if it work. 3rd, Website. I totally have no clue on how to make the website. It is like so damn complicated. 4th, Major Project. Just can't wake up in the morning to go out and take pictures. 5th, Packaging and Advertising. Got to go to school to let Stephanie to agreed before I continue to work. Sigh... Work work work, can't wait to graduate from the course. I am left with about 1 and half month.

Haha, met up with Christine last Saturday, while I am waiting for the rest to reach Tampines. As usual got her a Milo Ice. And as usual, she is so clumsy and she stain her jacket and pants. She blame me for the stain on her clothes cause the Milo is by me. And it is so shocking to know that she had a 6 years old child. OMG...

I think the season of love is coming back. It will be good to see people to get together. When will it be my turn? Like PeiJun say "Learning to let go is also a form of happiness." So does that mean I haven let go so happiness haven find me?

So it's confirm, Saturday. Lunch is on with Sylvia and that superstar, KohYahHwee. As usual Brenda is busy and she is going to miss the lunch.

Worst Movie Experience EVER!!!

I just got my worst movie experience today. Not because of a lousy film, but the 2 idiots sitting behind me. Just came back from the movie "Ghost of Girlfriend Past". The movie suppose to be nice. However the 2 idiots sitting behind of me make my feel like slapping their face. 1st, the lady laugh so loudly. 2nd, she laugh at all sort of stupid thing or should I say everything (She repeats after the actress laugh). 3rd I feel like I am watching the show with doubly sound and forgotten to silence one of it. The guy keep repeating after the cast in the show. 4th, who the hack eats shelled peanuts/ melon seeds in the cinema? Plus the noise she make when she search for her "tidbits" in the plastic bag. I try to make with the pollutions till I really can't stand it. So I decided to tell them to lower the volume. They apologize and move 2 seat left and continue their stupid nonsense. Sorry to Weeloong cause he is 2 seats away from me.

Stop procrastinating, Start working.

In less then 2 month times, I will be a free person!!! WOOHOO... Can't wait till that day. I am so glad that I am in my current course and not in some course like in NTU or NUS. If I were there, I think I will go nuts sooner or later. I guess I am just not that kind that can work really hard. Now I really wish I will stop procrastinating and start getting some work done so that I can graduate on time.

Things to finish up
1) Corporate Identity ( Poster X 2 )
2) Packaging 2 ( Modeling X 3 )
3) 3D Modeling
4) Perceptive skill
5) Interactive Media ( One page layout )
6) Interactive Media ( Corporate Identity Website )
7) Video ( Editing + Sound )
8) Essay
9) Advertising ( Poster X 3 )
10) Major Project ( Picture X many + Layout)
11) Vowels ( U )
12) Colour Theory
13) Dots, Lines and Planes ( X 1 )

TO INFINITY AND BEYOND!

Woohoo... Just finish TV marathon. Four and a half hour of non-stop PIXAR production, with my favorite production TOY STORY + TOY STORY 2 and CARS in the middle. Can't wait for the next production, UP, to be up on screen. Guess what? The production after UP will be TOY STORY 3. Finally they have decided to making the 3rd series.

Had been trying to visit Christine for the past few days at Tampines One. I promise to go visit her and accompany her while she smokes. But every time I went, she is either busy or not at the counter. It make me feel so odd waiting for her, so I ended up going home instead. Well lets try again on Monday or Tuesday. We are just like super old friend with endless of things to talk about.

I finally remembered that I want to meet Miss Karen Ong. Got to sms her to arrange a meet up. =)

Wasted another day. 1 day less to assessment.

Free Mos Burger...

Finally get hold miss Christine Chia. This means that I got hold of my MOS Burger that she owe me! She job hopped from BioSkin to Mentsu, by Mary Chia. The funny thing is, the new shop she is with, is just directly opposite BioSkin at Tampines 1. She can continue to disturb Chindy like always.

Went to look for her on yesterday and today. It's been long since I last talk to her. It's like 2 old friend meeting after a long time. Think she is having a hard time as she had to manage a shop by herself now.

Went for treatment today. The therapist attracted my attention! How I wish I had a girlfriend like her, some one who can do facial for me. It's kind of a enjoyment, I think. Hmm... Maybe should ask that Christine to intro her to me.

Suki again...

OMG.. I really start to regret that I choose photography for my Major Project. My initial idea was that photography - easy just snap snap and snap. Now then I realize how hard it is to get a real good shot. And I really hate to leave the house just to take picture. Sometime I really cannot take Stephanie's nagging.

Today went for dinner at Suki again. Time to change a new spot. Starts to get tired of eating Suki. Kind of in a odd situation as Jason and WeeLoong tag along to the dinner. The initial planning was with MeiPing, ZhuZeng and JianCheng.

After dinner, we went to Siglap area to meet up with Natalie. It had been really really long since I last saw her. Seeing her reminds me of the canoeing days. How I miss those days.

I realize how long I didn't drive when I felt a bit scared driving WeeLoong's car. My skills are really "deproving". How I wish I have a car to drive often.

Wasted another day.

Today is another day wasted on doing nothing much. Woke up at 1 plus, eat and watch television programme till 5.30pm and went for a run. Finally ran, it's been a week since I last run. Need to train for Ippt.

About 8 more weeks to assignment... So little time so many things to do! This is so scary...

Bloging again...

It had been a month since my last post. Work work and more work. And to think of review is over, assignment is round the corner! Many many many many things to be done, and no idea what to do...

Been doing lots of free labour for people recently. 1st, my sister's and friends events company's logo. Then free photo shoot for PeiJun's blog shop, plus editing her banner and photos. Haha... Imagine how much I can earn if I start charging them. Good thing is I might get to do a free lance photo shoot and earn some extra bucks thanks to XingZhi.

My sister company's photographer is willing to help me to find a job in the photography field. That's like such a great thing to hear. Hope I can really get a assistant job or similar.

Going to start some small business to sell laptop sleeves and hand phone pouches design and made by ourself. This will be a joint venture with PeiJun and QiaoE... Wee... Hope it really work out!!!

Having fun with that blue and pink thing.






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